Ok so I got new glasses and I am so happy i can finally see lol.... 

As for me and sonny we are still doing well.... like any relationship though we go through some rough times and some arguments but even through all of it I still will never want anyone else cause I know when I with him I feel something stronger then I have ever felt before... the love he gives me is more then I ever thought I could receive, or even deserved, for all I knew this love didnt even exist until he came along.... So no matter what people say and no matter the fights and arguments nothing will ever change the fact that I know that this is what is meant to be..... I cant wait for the day he finally gets to meet all my family.... right now he says he is never going to kansas no matter what but if I have to ill find a way to make him because I want him to meet my family because I already know the majority of his.... I have truely found the meaning of true love and everyone best believe I am not letting go..... not now, not ever..... I love sonny forever and ever.....<3