SORRY I HAVE NOT WROTE FOR A LONG TIME I HAVE HAD A LOT OF STUFF GOING ON IN MY LIFE..... I HAVE DONE AND SAID THINGS I SHOULD OF NEVER SAID..... FOR ONE WEEK I LOST THE ONE PERSON I HAVE TRUELY EVER LOVED AND HAVE SEEN A FUTURE WITH..... BUT THE GOOD NEWS IS THAT HE IS A FORGIVING MAN WHO TRUELY LOVES ME AND WANTS TO BE WITH ME..... HE IS THE REASON I HAVE A REASON TO LIVE AND A REASON TO SMILE.... HE IS THE MOST AMAXINGLY LOVING AND SWEET AND CARING MAN I HAVE EVER MET OR BEEN WITH OR HAVE KNOWN..... HE IS JSUT TO PERFECT.... HE TREATS ME BETTER THEN I COULD OF EVER ASKED TO BE TREATED....... HE IS MY BLESSSING AND MY DREAM AND MY ANGEL SENT TO ME FROM HEAVEN...... AS THEY SAY EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON AND THE REASON I WAS SENT HERE TO TEXAS IS BECAUSE I AM MEANT TO BE HERE WITH HIM...... I FEEL SO STUPID FOR LISTENING TO THE PPL WHO WERE BRINGING ME DOWN AND MAKING ME FEEL LIKE I WASNT HAPPY WHEN I WAS..... BUT NEVER AGAIN WILL I LET ANYONE TRY TO CONVIENCE ME THAT I AM NOT HAPPY..... I HAVE NEVER BEEN THIS HAPPY IN MY LIFE..... I HAVE SO MUCH TO BE THANKFUL FOR.... FOR THE LOVE OF A MAN WHO IS SO WONDERFUL THAT THERE ARE NO WORDS TO EXPRESS WHAT HE MEANS TO ME AND HOW HAPPY HE MAKES ME...... HE IS THE ANSWER TO MY PRAYER, AND HE GIVES ME STRENGTH WHEN I AM WEAK...... HE MAKES ME SMILE WHEN I AM SAD.... AND HE ALWAYS MAKES ME SEE THE BRIGHT THINGS OF LIFE WHEN NOTHING SEEMS GOOD IN MY LIFE ANYMORE.... HE REMIDS ME THAT NO MATTER HOW BAD THINGS GET I WILL ALWAYS HAVE HIM AND HIS LOVE.... AND THAT IS ALL I NEED TO KNOW I HAVE A PLACE IN THIS WORLD..... I LOVE YOU SONNY MORE THEN YOU WILL EVER KNOW.... MUAHZ BABY
