The 2 that are never meant to be apart

2009-11-07T19:50:00.000-08:00

Here are the pictures of the sonogram.... it was done on november 6th,2009 and I was 9 weeks and 5 days..... Its my little gummy bear!!!!

Even more pictures with the girls

2009-09-18T20:14:00.003-07:00

Here are the rest that wouldnt fit on the previous blog lol.... SO cute

Me and my love and family with my beautiful nieces

2009-09-18T20:07:00.000-07:00

Here are some new pictures of me and Sonny and my nieces and the parents lol.... and of course brittani lol.... I enjoyed them being here and they just left to go home today and I miss them so much.... I hope I get to see them again before they are all grown up.... It was so much fun to see them and get to hang out with them this week.... I wish they could of stayed longer.... Tabitha you have great beautiful girls.... Thank you for letting them come down here so I could meet them.... Love you all

Another Update... Sorry it has been so long

2009-08-15T08:20:00.000-07:00

Well me and Sonny are still together and still living together... And I am in school have been since may and doing wonderful..... I have a 4.0GPA with a 99.5% average in all my classes so far... Isnt that suprising..... Well here are some new pictures of me and sonny and my new tattoo I just got lol.... I've been branded :P

Another update... With Pictures lol

2009-04-30T10:46:00.000-07:00

Ok so here is the latest update... Me and Sonny are back together and have been for like almost the last 2 months.... Things couldnt be going any better for us.... I am now living with him and am about to start school for being an accountant.... I am so excited and I can not wait..... Things are finally looking up for me.... Oh and I forgot to mention.... Sonny just got his new house so yeah I am living in a house.... how exciting is that!!!!! I love this house its smal but its home..... not to mention sonny has great taste in stuff like I do so it works out great.... everything that is in this house pretty much is stuff that i love and is so relaxing...... but yeah anyways like i said here are some new pictures of me and Sonny.... I hope yall like them:D

The New Life

2009-02-22T12:16:00.000-08:00

Ok so here is an update on whats been going on with me.... I recently became single and it may hurt but its something i had to do to better myself and for my future relatioships..... i love sonny and always will but it just wasnt working anymore for me.... It just finally became too much for me to handle..... I am so young and still have my whole life ahead of me so you know im not going to stress over it just do my life and hopefully get it to where it needs to be..... None of this is sonnys fault its all on me.... he is a good man who tried to fight for me but i just couldnt let him go through it anymore you know he deserves better..... but yeah so thats about it with me.... i love you all and take care..... Oh and Tabby I made this picture for you i hop you like it:D

Welcome to the world Brody:D

2009-02-17T10:52:00.000-08:00

Ok so i just looked on my cousin amys blog and i saw that she finally had her baby.... he is absolutely gorgeous and a big boy lol...... i am so glad she had a baby that she can take home and dont have to worry about all the doctor visits and surgeries...... amy and nate i am so happy for yall you guys are so blessed with the love of 3 children now....... and i might add that kaden has gotten so big he is always such a happy litle man..... amy i just want to send u out my congratulations and i hope everything is going well..... I am so happy for you and your family..... take care and god bless...... love yall

love,
Leslie and Sonny

2009-02-03T10:26:00.000-08:00

ok so here are even more new pix of me and sonny yes i know we are both weird but maybe thats why we are so perfect together.... i truely have an amazing man...... and i know that i am blessed to have such a man loving me like he does..... we have so much fun together and even though he doesnt think he is he is a romantic at times lol..... but thats all for now:D

more new pix of me and sonny.... i know we are camera whores lol

2009-01-29T17:32:00.001-08:00

ok so here is me and my sexy man..... jsut showing how much we love eachother lol..... yes i know we always look good together haha..... nothing but love here as u can tell..... lately though some things have been going on.... not anything bad that going to like break us up or anything just some personal battles i am going through.... i hate when it comes to the point when u battle urself.... id talk about it but its just too much lol.... but u know i got me a man that helps me get through it all.... but yeah i gotta go now... leave the love and let me know what yall think:D

More new pix<3

2009-01-06T16:01:00.001-08:00

ok so here are some new pix of me and sonny..... we look so good together.... this man drives me crazy i love him more then anything in this world..... well not more then god but you know what i mean lol....

BEST CHRISTMAS EVER!!!!

2008-12-29T08:05:00.000-08:00

OK SO THIS WAS THE BEST CHRISTMAS EVER.... NOT ONLY DID I GET TO BE WITH THE LOVE OF MY LIFE, SONNY..... IT MADE THE HOLIDAYS PERFECT.... AND THEN HE ONLY GOT ME THE GREATEST GIFT EVER..... HE GOT ME A FREAKING PINK IPOD NANO.... HE SHOCKED THE HELL OUT OF ME..... I FELT SO BAD THOUGH BECUZ I DIDNT HAVE MONEY TO GET HIM ANYTHING..... BUT I AM GOING TO BUY HIM ONE IT IS HIS LATE CHRISTMAS PRESENT LOL..... BUT YEAH I GUESS ENOUGH GOING ON AND ON ABOUT US LOL..... HERE ARE SOME NEW PICTURES OF ME AND MY SISTER AND MY BROTHER FROM CHRISTMAS DAY AT MY PARENTS LOL..... LOVE YOU ALL

SORRY IT HAS BEEN SO LONG :(

2008-12-15T20:15:00.000-08:00

SORRY I HAVE NOT WROTE FOR A LONG TIME I HAVE HAD A LOT OF STUFF GOING ON IN MY LIFE..... I HAVE DONE AND SAID THINGS I SHOULD OF NEVER SAID..... FOR ONE WEEK I LOST THE ONE PERSON I HAVE TRUELY EVER LOVED AND HAVE SEEN A FUTURE WITH..... BUT THE GOOD NEWS IS THAT HE IS A FORGIVING MAN WHO TRUELY LOVES ME AND WANTS TO BE WITH ME..... HE IS THE REASON I HAVE A REASON TO LIVE AND A REASON TO SMILE.... HE IS THE MOST AMAXINGLY LOVING AND SWEET AND CARING MAN I HAVE EVER MET OR BEEN WITH OR HAVE KNOWN..... HE IS JSUT TO PERFECT.... HE TREATS ME BETTER THEN I COULD OF EVER ASKED TO BE TREATED....... HE IS MY BLESSSING AND MY DREAM AND MY ANGEL SENT TO ME FROM HEAVEN...... AS THEY SAY EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON AND THE REASON I WAS SENT HERE TO TEXAS IS BECAUSE I AM MEANT TO BE HERE WITH HIM...... I FEEL SO STUPID FOR LISTENING TO THE PPL WHO WERE BRINGING ME DOWN AND MAKING ME FEEL LIKE I WASNT HAPPY WHEN I WAS..... BUT NEVER AGAIN WILL I LET ANYONE TRY TO CONVIENCE ME THAT I AM NOT HAPPY..... I HAVE NEVER BEEN THIS HAPPY IN MY LIFE..... I HAVE SO MUCH TO BE THANKFUL FOR.... FOR THE LOVE OF A MAN WHO IS SO WONDERFUL THAT THERE ARE NO WORDS TO EXPRESS WHAT HE MEANS TO ME AND HOW HAPPY HE MAKES ME...... HE IS THE ANSWER TO MY PRAYER, AND HE GIVES ME STRENGTH WHEN I AM WEAK...... HE MAKES ME SMILE WHEN I AM SAD.... AND HE ALWAYS MAKES ME SEE THE BRIGHT THINGS OF LIFE WHEN NOTHING SEEMS GOOD IN MY LIFE ANYMORE.... HE REMIDS ME THAT NO MATTER HOW BAD THINGS GET I WILL ALWAYS HAVE HIM AND HIS LOVE.... AND THAT IS ALL I NEED TO KNOW I HAVE A PLACE IN THIS WORLD..... I LOVE YOU SONNY MORE THEN YOU WILL EVER KNOW.... MUAHZ BABY

more new pix cause i was bored

2008-11-12T17:51:00.001-08:00

ok so i got really bored and took new pix.... what yall think?

thoughts that have been running through my mind

2008-11-11T10:47:00.000-08:00

ok so i have been thinking.... which i know you all are probably thinking not the best thing for me to do lol..... but all i have been able to think about lately is how bad i want a baby that is like the only thing missing in my life..... ever since my miscarriage i have been going nuts.... i feel so empty and there is a huge piece of me missing.... not to mention sonny is already pushing 30 he is going to be turning 27 in 2 months.... i know i am still young and all but i still know i am ready for a baby...... i know i will be a good mom..... i see all these people around me having babies and it just makes me cry that my chance got taken away from me i didnt get the chance to love my baby and kiss or hold my lil one it got taken from me..... i know it has been over a year since it happened so why do i still cry why do i still hurt so bad..... you think over time that the pain would start to go away but it hasnt.... why wont it go away why wont the pain just stop..... but here is the problem sonny is not ready for a child.... i mean i dont know how long i can wait..... i know until i do have a baby i will always have that huge piece of me that died when i lost my child.... i know having another one will not completely heal it but it would mend most of but there will always be a piece of me with my baby off in heaven..... sometimes i wonder if i would be happier in heaven with my baby.... would i feel more complete? would i always smile? what would my life be like if i never lost him or her? will i ever be happy again is my biggest concern? what do i do? i need help :(

just got my nails done

2008-10-30T11:21:00.000-07:00

i just got my nails done i was so bored lol and had nothing to do lol... what yall think

things are better

2008-10-16T05:48:00.000-07:00

ok so as my previous blog that I have now erased stated I was having problems with myself and my feelings and knowing about what I should do in that situation I was in....

well good news we talked it over last night and things are back to the way that they are suppose to be... I know now that the problem doesnt completely lie on our relationship, but also on the job I am at.... I work for verizon wireless customer care, and I am having a big issue with the people that call in and disrespect me calling me names when I dont do anything wrong... I mean what kind of place do we line in when people are calling eachother a bitch and telling them that they are a piece of shit just for doing their job and doing it right? I mean how disrespectful.... people need to start showing a little more respect to everyone and understand that we are just doing our job the way we have to.....

So as of now I am looking for a new job because I just cant deal with this anymore its too much and its starting to turn into a issue between me and sonny because I end up taking all my anger out from the job on him.....

well just wanted to let everyone know whats going on now....

2008-10-14T13:44:00.000-07:00

Ok so I got new glasses and I am so happy i can finally see lol....

As for me and sonny we are still doing well.... like any relationship though we go through some rough times and some arguments but even through all of it I still will never want anyone else cause I know when I with him I feel something stronger then I have ever felt before... the love he gives me is more then I ever thought I could receive, or even deserved, for all I knew this love didnt even exist until he came along.... So no matter what people say and no matter the fights and arguments nothing will ever change the fact that I know that this is what is meant to be..... I cant wait for the day he finally gets to meet all my family.... right now he says he is never going to kansas no matter what but if I have to ill find a way to make him because I want him to meet my family because I already know the majority of his.... I have truely found the meaning of true love and everyone best believe I am not letting go..... not now, not ever..... I love sonny forever and ever.....<3

me and the love of my life of course... <3Sonny<3

2008-10-05T21:41:00.000-07:00

OK SO HERE ARE SOME NEW PICTURES OF ME AND THE LOVE OF MY LIFE SONNY... I TOLD YALL HE IS A BIG DORK... BUT DAMN CANT HELP BUT LOVE THIS MAN WITH EVERYTHING I GOTS IN ME.... HE IS THE GREATEST THING TO EVER HAPPEN TO ME.... NOONE IN THIS WORLD CAN EVER COMPARE TO MY SONNY.... HE IS MY PERFECT MATCH.... WELL JUST WANTED TO KEEP YALL UPDATED ON ME AND MY LIFE... HOW YALL LIKE MY HAIRCUT?

brand new hair cut.... and pictures of sonny being a dork haha

2008-09-20T10:57:00.000-07:00

here are new pictures of my haircut and some pictures of my dorky boyfriend sonny..... damn i love this boy he is always making me laugh with his goofiness... let me know what yall think:D

Sonny and I

2008-09-17T07:04:00.000-07:00

so here are some pictures of me and the love of my life sonny... never in my life have i ever met such a wonderful man.... so loving and caring and just everything that i need in my life..... i love him with all my heart:D